Buffalo day!!

Bismillah..

Yesterday, 8th Jan 2014
- Exam MCQ O&G. Alhamdulillah tinggal satu hari exam je lagi sebelum habes final (20 jan). Seriously xsabar nak balik!! Ya Allah mudahkanlah urusan dunia dan akhiratku. Aameen.

- Lepas exam MCQ ada sesi fotografi batch memandangkan ada yang akan balik immediately after exam nnt (saya lettew!). Hehe.

- Balik umah dah penat xlarat masak, ajak housemate makan luar kat Jakarta Resto (JKT). Dalam hati kata konpem dak2 batch pun letih n pakat makan kat luar jgak. Sampai2 je JKT penuh org. Semua dak batch pulak tu! Ahaha. Rasa mcm reunion kecil je. Sedih la pulak rasa dah nak habis belajar sini. Seriously akan rindu suasana and everything kat sini. (Mcm2 kenangan kot!).  ;)

Insyirah's new achievement!

Salam.

Yesterday, Friday 3rd Jan 2014, 0313

Mom texted me,

"Ciwah dah ngesot pi blkg dah"

Since it was my first time as a mother, I was like, REALLY?? I was so so so happy to hear that. She's grown so fast! I couldn't see her new milestone with my own eyes. So sad. After all I'm really grateful for His blessings that had made ease for everything while I'm away. I can't imagine if something bad happened or maybe her development is not quite much and slower than her cousin, how am I going to feel at ease like now. I'm a little bit concern about her milestone because she was born premature. About a month and half earlier than the EDD. Plus, I'm far far away from my baby girl. Just can watch from far.

And just now, mom send a picture of her and said,

"Tgk ni"

"Dh sampai dinding dah"

Hahaha. Mengesot ke blkg sampai dinding then cannot reverse anymore. There you go girl! Ibu so happy with you! clap3x*

Also, makteh told me that now she had to sing a twinkle twinkle song to make Insyirah sleep. Insyirah fall asleep easily after makteh sang her the twinkle twinkle little star song. Amboi anak ibu ni! Kemain dia ye! Lullaby bagai~ hehe ;)

Semoga Insyirah kenal and mahu dekat ibu bila ibu balik nanti. Huhu T_T

I love you sayang.

Bayangan rindu

Macam mana ni? Dari beberapa jam yang lepas masih xberubah. Dok muka surat tu jugak.. Pandang je nota, terbayang teringat anak. Baca satu ayat, teringat anak. Ulang balik baca teringat anak. Bila boleh habis study ni? Exam lagi berapa hari je lagi. Tsk tsk. Ya Allah, aku sungguh lemah. Tiada daya melainkan kekuatan dariMu sahaja. Pinjamkan ku secubit kekuatan dan ketenangan dalam hati ini untuk terus berusaha. Sikit saja lagi. Bertabahlah duhai hati. Ibu rindu insyirah. Ibu rindu aby. Ibu rindu sayang sayang ibu. Ya Allah, Engkau tolong jagakan orang2 yg kusayang sepanjang ketiadaan ku di sisi mereka ya Allah. 20 days more. Please bear it for a little bit more.